Tuesday, February 24, 2009

happy february 24th, wishing I had amnesia

"Turn your lights down low
And a-pull your window curtain
Oh let Jah moon come shining in
Into our life again
Saying ooh, it's been a long, long time
I kept this message for your girl
But it seem I was never on time
still I wanna get through to you, girl?
I want to give you some love
I want to give you some good, good loving
Oh I, oh I, Oh I
I want to give you some good, good loving

Turn your lights down low
Never ever try to resist, oh no
Oh let your love come shining in
Into our lives again.
Saying: ooh, I love you (I love you, I love you)
And I want you to know right now
Ooh I love you
And I want you to know right now
That I 
That I
I wanna give you some love
I wanna give you some good, good loving
Oh I, oh I, Oh I
I wanna give you some good, good loving...."



I'm trying really hard these days to distract myself, and am doing a better job (really!), but today would have been our two year, and the only words in my head are

"I love you." 
[I still love you, and I don't know how to stop]
But these are the only words that I'm not allowed to say. 


Shoot me now. 

Although.... it is beautiful in a sort of tragic way that a heart can hold on like this. 

Maybe it'll be better tomorrow.

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